So fundamentally I l’m in love with my greatest buddy be ready this is a lengthy story and I need to have guidance on what I should do.I’m heading to clarify how we became buddies and this might take some time Unwell phone her D. So all around august my greatest friend(male) and I went out with D and two other girls. Later on in that day my greatest buddy got with D. They ended up jointly for a month but throughout their time with each other they did not speak with every other, they in no way went out, they didn’t kiss, so it was like they were not together(strange right) so later on he broke up with D. D and I started out conversing and we received close. I later put her in the friend zone by telling her she was my best friend because like they say you don’t get with your pal ex girlfriends right? So later on even though we ended up no very best pals she asked me out and I said no and she seemed disappointed but the subsequent day we talked like usual. She would inform me about how significantly he hated her ex bf and then she stopped chatting about him fully so I presume that she’s in excess of him. This next portion is from the starting of February by way of today. So we text each day and we generally go out all the time as friends. We Have gone to the movies, out to consume and all these things. not so lengthy in the past I asked her ou to the films and I just desired it to be her and I but she asked me about who we ought to invite but i did not say something and she questioned some of her pals to arrive (pure girls). They arrived and I was a minor dissapointed due to the fact I just needed it to be the two of us. Later On all her pals still left and it was just the two of us and we went to starbucks and we talked until finally around midnight and then she left and then I left. So we were texting the up coming day and the issue of kissing and she asked me if I would kiss her and I explained I would. She got very joyful (we haven’t kissed). She functions like she’s my gf like she’ll hold my hand play with me sometimes it’s just her and I and we consume somewhere and we share drinks etc. I’ve been to her property and we cuddle and points like that. Then I recognized that I cherished her as far more than just a friend( btw we have each advised eachother that we really like each other. All of our friends say that we would make a adorable couple. D and I look to get actually content when folks tell us that which is like each and every other day and it can be new men and women all the time. But what actually confuses me is that she tells me that her “boyfriend” (what she calls a guy that she likes and thinks is truly cute) and I know the guy and I get incredibly mad/ jealous when she tell me about how significantly she likes the man and she thinks he is adorable but I conceal it pretty well. She also gegts jealous as effectively when I chat with other women and I inform her that I assume a lady is cute and correct absent she wills tart cussing at them. I suggest why act all jealous of me speaking to other ladies when D tells me about a man that she likes. I suggest why really should she care if I talk to other women unless of course she likes me as far more than buddies right? So anyways I Am perplexed and I mean I genuinely enjoy this lady but idk if she feels the identical way about me. I forgot to point out that she’s advised individuals that we have manufactured out and often she tells individuals that we’re in a romantic relationship and she states it critically and men and women feel her and she’s even gone as much as telling people that we have had sex lol and we haven’t even carried out any of that. When she even advised me hat if we’re not married by the age of 30 that we should marry each and every other. So essentially does she want to be with me since I actually want to be with her. and if she does want to be with me why would she inform me about some man that she likes. We’re equally okay looking im like a 7/10 and she’s a 10 on my scale but other guys believe differently. and we’re in highschool (10th grade) and idk if any of this helps and every little thing I have explained is true